CHERYLSECRETROOM - . Silence Speaks .

Lunch With Mervin .

2009-09-11T23:08:00.059+08:00

Lunch With Mervin @ Suntec Crystal Jade

He seems like a model = )

He heading back office .

See you next week .

Ichiba - Cha Soba

Lobster Sushi

Gwen & My Fav Tofu

I wanted to COMPLAIN !!

We went to spotlight , cos i wanted to buy

Polka Dots Felt !!!

So i ask the 3 gals to move aside and i walk

SUPER KAN JONG !!

Who know my face got a CUT FROM THE MENTAL !!

FUCKING PAINFUL !!

And Suddenly all my mood gone!!!

Gwen kept laughing !!

Damn painful and swollen like HELL !

This teach me a lesson that don't
EVER BE A KIASU !!

Nothing much today , wanted to go Art Friend look for my materials for plushies
Who know CLOSED ALREADY !!!!

@!#$%^&*()*&^%$#@!#$%^&*()*&

Material .

2009-09-10T20:23:00.030+08:00

Meet sista @ Town .

Bring her to Rabbit Brand to eat .

Bean-curd

Bai Mu Er Cheng Teng

Tom Yum

Guay Tiao

Sharkfin Soup

Bra Basah Foodcourt - Phad Thai Noodles

Rating : 5 / 5

* MUST TRY

Gonna start my 1st meal of the day .

Went to ART FRIENDS / SPOTLIGHT look for felt .

Gonna make my wish come true = )

Cheryl Ugly Doll !!!

Can't wait to made my own doll !!

Handmade Doll .

2009-09-09T22:26:00.055+08:00

I been doing my doll for the past few hours .
I decide to have a short break , so i took some pictures for my blog .

Look at my dear baby is busy making a doll for me .

Handmade Doll By : My dear baby

Thanks baby , we shall bring 小陳陳 over to our JUNGLE TRIP .

I shall show you people on my first attempt doll processing .

Ferragamo Ribbon

Look at my cute doll doll ......

After filling my doll with cotton ,
this is how my doll look like .

Actually there 4 side ,
u got to turn upside down for both side .

The first look

The 2nd look

Back of the doll

The 3rd look

The 4th look

I'm done with my first attempt doll .
Finally i own a doll created by me .

Now I'm gonna design the couple doll for love and me .
Gonna crack my brain again cos my baby like cute stuff ..

Beautiful Wednesday .

2009-09-09T20:57:00.121+08:00

Today I'm the blue lady cos i'm bf .

As for my gf is pink lady cos she gf .

We're heading over to popo place to see the

my both sister .

I been about 2 weeks never see her ,

Miyake really grown up alot .

She can play with us , there so much fun & laughter .

Sometime she a real cunning lil girl ...

Her cheeky smile tell your eyes everything .

Gwen is playing with her ....

I did record the video down ....

Look how funny is miyake ....

The Pink & Blue Couple .

My gf want a shoot full shot of us .

My new dress = )

Thanks baby .......... Grins

Look at miyake face .....

Damn funny ....

Dunno what her mind up to ?

The sweet sister love

she happy = )

Cos both of her dear sister is there to accompany

her

What a look she gave me ?

But i find this expression is cute = )

[ Sister Love ]

Miyake looking at me ?

Muack muackz .......

Da jie going off to other place le .

Shall visit you another time , bring you out .

We heading back to baby place ,

Heading to celebrate her mum birthday .

At Thomson Plaza Peach Garden Restaurant .

長壽麵

北京烤鴨＋肉鬆炸素菜

真宗魚翅湯

Cheese 炸魚

海生查菜

Mango dessert

Baby 爺爺 is busy eating .

Look at her satisfy look .

I swear no more foods for me till tomorrow evening.

Baby went to brought this Black Forest Cake .

爺爺 is looking at the cake .

He can't wait to eat that cake .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

Couldn't Accept The Fact .

2009-09-06T23:38:00.002+08:00

I was shock receiving the new that actually

you had leave to another world .

The promises i made to you ,will never

ever gonna come true .

There are so many things you wanna

update me but we save it for my next visit.

When i was about to go visit you the next following

day to gossip with you , i recieved the news.

There won't be anymore chance to gossip .

I know you been looking for me for years ,

that day u said u miss me . How come so long

never appear and visit you . I still remembered .

You told me about your leg operation and you ensure

me that you're perfectly recovering .

The smile from your face , the way you look at me ,

when we chat , you even touch my hand .

I feel so happy after so many years that you

actually does miss me .

I miss your cooking .

I miss the taste of the foods u cooked .

The taste will forever remembered .

The day i received that news ,

i cried and i couldn't take the fact .

Crying over the phone and begin unstable emotions .

Last day of the wake , the secret between us .

I have told you , remembered to let me dream of you.

I wanna talk to you in my dream .

I controlled myself .

BUT STILL . . .

I lost controlled ........

I cried so much ........

Is so hard to accept the fact ...

you actually leave us ...

I think of the thing u told me ,

everything about you .

i start to miss you ....

Why shouldn't i visit u earlier a week before?

I keep blaming myself ...

How i wish u could wake up ..

This could never happen...

I'm just dreaming away ....

The moment they place u at the hall ..

my face is covered with tears ....

hearing sound of crying ,

that make me so heartache ..

no matter how strong a person is ,

they still will cry ..............

so do i.........

On the way back ...

the whole journey ...

i sit alone .....

cry silently....

I breakdown ....

I just couldn't stop my tears.

ah ma ,

you're begin missed by me .

iloveyou......

. Pen Plate Drawing .

2009-09-03T04:18:00.011+08:00

                             While baby is doing her assignment ,
                       i draw this by using her bamboo pen plate .
                                  My first try out = )

Good Night Earth .

. Drawing .

2009-09-02T21:57:00.005+08:00

LOOK CAREFULLY

                                        BY : CHERYL
                                   MY UGLYDOLL

                                       It can be turn to 2 side .
                                 Complete in the morning like 4 am ?

. UNPREDICTABLE .

2009-09-02T19:05:00.003+08:00

Headed to town to catch a movie .

While we having our munchies , my lil gf saw this pigeon .
She find it cute and ask me to capture this pigeon .

I fed this pigeon with fried crab meat ,

he /she ate violently .

Guess must be pretty hungry .

Final Destination 4 - Not really fantastic than the previous , the animation was so FAKE !

I even gonna tears while watching that , I must be SICK ON MY MIND -_- .

As for the grossness only ONE STAR OUT OF FIVE !! ~~Disappointment~~ . . .

Maybe I'm SAW supporter , so long any movie not sicko / gross than SAW ,

I personally find it BORING AND FAKE !!

YES YES I KNOW ... I'm JUST SICKO !!!

Finally After so many month , this our 2nd time car wash together .
Just so fun and CLEAN * SHINE SHINE . . . *
Only use ~~60cents~~ for a cash wash .
Normally went to petrol station for car wash , cost about $6 .

Got back her place , showered , dinner , television , cuddling .
I received a message from someone telling me a UNPREDICTABLE SAD NEW !
I couldn't control my tears , keep dripping on my face .

I controlled myself . . . .

Someone called . .
Chatted till half way , my tears drip again .
Baby gave me a warm hug * Thanks my love * .
The moment i mention about the person , i just couldn't stop crying .

The unexpected month and dangerous days .

Would be the most heartbreaking new to know .

....as for now i shall stop typing ..

. Treasure .

2009-09-01T22:50:00.046+08:00

@ Penny Place - Tampinese

Was wondering why there's so many people surrounding the block area . Everyone's is looking at the girl who standing on the highest level of multi story car-park with lots of fire fighter around . The lady look pretty young about late 20's , brown skin color , look like a maid . Our conclusion for that maid , maybe due to the owner accuse her from stealing or etc... That make that out of her mind and decide to end her life .

She been changing her positions , even look down and look at those fire fighters . There lots of fire fighter surround her and the rest of the fire fighter setting up the orange air bag for her to land on . When she saw them setting up the orange air bag , she walk to other side . Think she really begin accuse and decide to end her life .

The next moment the maid was distracted by those orange air bag , neighborhoods , fire fighters / police officers . She keep looking down , the next moment when she was begin distract , one of the hero fire fighter hug her and pull her down .

Whooo....

There lot of people clapping = )

What a relief that she begin saved .

The next thing after she was save , the people there claps and left .

The maid have to get ready for begin charge a case for commit suicide .

Hope they will solve the problem peacefully .

For more information please remember to buy tomorrow newspaper .

Mahjong Session @ Gf House -

All of us hand itchy again , Mahjong Mahjong . .

Last night my luck isn't that good , gwen more worst ....

Our big winner ~~MISS MIKKO~~ * Mahjong Tai Tai * = )

Can't wait for the next heart attack mahjong session $1 -$2 ..

Drawing 2.

2009-09-01T17:51:00.021+08:00

                                              By : Cheryl

                    Start from the right character is ME , i live in black n white world .
                    Saw my left hand is to cut ppl who tell lies , right hand for those ppl
   who cheated ppl feeling , poke through their heart n eyes. Middle of my
                   heart is a coffin, my heart is dead n buried . Heart below there a
                   middle finger pointing . My both leg is broke into half as for the blood

also black and white.

By : Cheryl - Haven Complete

By : Cheryl
Today afternoon just draw .
Ugly Dead Doll

. Greatest Love .

2009-09-01T17:00:00.001+08:00

You came into my life when I needed you the most
You offered me your heart,your support and held me so close.

You guided me out of all my misery
You cared, you listened and you set all of my worries free

You gave me strength when I was weak
You reached for my hand to guided me back on my feet.

You offered me your shoulder when I need to cry
You encouraged me to stay strong and to always try.

You are like a sweet angel from the sky
You bring me so much joy and you lift my spirits so high.

You always were the one that stood by me
You assured me how beautiful my life could be.

You took away all of my pain and sadness
You gave me hope and showed patiences and erased my sorrows and madness.

You have captured my heart and soul
You are what I need you know

You really mean the world to me
You are everything what true love should be.

You are truly my one soul mate
You are my destiny, my everything and you are my faith.

Drawing .

2009-08-30T20:41:00.000+08:00

By : Cheryl

Lil gf neck - i just begin naughty

By : mikko lil gf

The head so ~~HUGE~~ ..Diao..

Thanks for the Buddha head love

.Fever .

2009-08-30T15:25:00.020+08:00

                                      Was sick the past few day.
                       Every time after menses sure having fever.
                 Lucky my baby is there to take care of the sick patient

Thanks for ur concern , attention and love.

. Bad Day .

2009-08-28T21:10:00.033+08:00

Been watching 命中注定我愛你 till gwen and penny came over to love place.

While waiting for love , we continue to watch 命中注定我愛你 .

My love call me and tell me she got into an accident .

sorry baby ...

Is my fault for messaging you . .

After she back , set up table for mahjong .

Dunno what wrong with penny today , she Ca Who 2 times.

* she said she too excited ... *

. Happy Birthday Diesel .

2009-08-27T23:59:00.001+08:00

Alone at love place ,

waited for her to off work .

Dinner together and we head to watch 歌台 @ Toa Payoh Lor 8 .

Packs with people , watch awhile and brought a ice cream for lil bf .

The nightmare was - my love thumb drive drop into those mental drain .

Is quite deep and heavy , so bf decide to forget about the thumb drive.

* Headed back to her work place to get the information for tomorrow presentation *

Whooo...

Headed back , saw her dad n diesel is waiting at the void deck .

Took some pictures with diesel = )

Is 12 am

THE BIRTHDAY BOY

The birthday boy & us

Diesel birthday cake - cute isn't it ?

Doggie Cookies with creams

Ain't they sweet ?

                           The cake really smell nice , I SWEAR .
                           I keep looking at diesel having his birthday cake.
                           Strawberry Smell ... Nice...

Before that i went to NTUC to brought some ham and tiger prawns .

My love wan me to cook for her .

Due to her kitchen only have angel hair but not spaghetti .

The texture of the noodles will be different .

As for the taste would be different too .

So . . the pasta de waraku the recipe ,

I ~~shall not disclose~~ here .

* wink . . . . *

                                     How you find the taste my love ??
                             As for me i like the taste but not angel hair.
                             Cos the texture like mee hoon - i dun like .

                              When . . my love gonna cook for her love ?

. Relax .

2009-08-26T21:28:00.076+08:00

Went to Pet Farm to brought diesel foods & cake .

Went to Ikea to had a munch on the fry chicken wings & fries .

Have a walk in Ikea & Courts .

Headed to Penny place to fetch them over to Chalet .

~~They set up the charcoal for 2- 3 hrs~~ ??

Baby and me gave up the foods * she afraid ended up get food poisoning *

So they play mj and i'm sitting there to watch .

Headed to Newton to had our late dinner .

Had Stingray & Oyster omelette's .

While we waiting for the foods to be served

Rated : 3.5 /5

The fish is fresh and the chill is nice.

My lil bf is a regular customer from this stall .

Next time shall post the CLAM *lala * from this stall.

Rated : 4.5 /5
*MUST TRY
   This is the most AWESOME Oyster Omelette's
   i had in my whole life .
                     Not much starch in the omelette's ,
                     The omelette's is crispy ,
                     The oyster is huge and fresh .



   * ~~Next time i shall take the stall photo~~

. Three Sisters .

2009-08-25T21:58:00.109+08:00

Out with Gwen & Miyake to town for a walk.

Miyake whole day keep 要 or 不要 .

Brought her a few places to eat and play.

She even bite gwen finger while gwen feeding her * she really playful * 

Gwen got me this mixfruit tart that cost going $10 .

* hope is nice and yummy *  

This mix-fruit tart really disappoint me .

Maybe we should eat there , the taste would be different .

Next time i should try the mango flavor instead .

                            A few more hours , i can touch your face .
                             Hug you tight and a peck on ur forhead .



                                  I MISS YOU SO BADLY . . . . .

                                    ~~do you feel the same like i do ?~~

. life .

2009-08-25T03:43:00.004+08:00

                          Fear is a part of life. It is part of the range of
                          feelings that humans experience on a daily basis.
                          In our culture, fear has come to be experienced
                          as negative. However, the truth is that fear is a
                          perfectly normal feeling to experience and we
                          would all feel a lot better if we simply allowed
                          ourselves to feel it fully. If we do not we will
                          have somatic symptoms of fear that are much
                          more painful than simply allowing the feeling
                                               to be felt.

In a daze . Looking into the midnight sky,

I couldn't see any stars tonight.

Where have all the stars been ?

I need someone to share my problems.

Who can i share with at this moment ?

Wall ? Perhaps ... talk to a mirror ?

From the start I'm not sure are u the one ?

There scars in my heart , i dun dare to

open my metal heart and let anyone enter

all this year. Till i met you , we been

through lots of up and down . Happiness

and unhappiness moments . You got the key

of the metal heart ,unlock it and walk in

with loves . I can see the way you've change,

The way u shower me with lots of lovess..

BUT . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

I never feel so in-secure in my whole entire

                      life before . Sleepless nights , heart bleeding,

   crying in room , feel so lonely without you by

my side . Baby all i need you is to secure my

heart and everything will be fine.

                          BE COURSE . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

Love grows and my heart fall deeper as day past .

I REALLY LOVE YOU ..  [Song Song ]